Ebenezers' Freethinking Notes

 I hate this meat suits. I hate how it works. I hate the fact that being distracted is a possibility. I wish I would abolish it forever and being good was the only thing that existed.

 Moral science is invented to acknowledge the reality of feelings - including those feelings that no one wants to accept (including the desire to do bad, impulses, etc.)

 Maybe attempting to answer this question is what keeps me alive, the unknown and my curiosity keeps me alive.

   The Definition of an Uncontrolled Variable (sciencing.com) To be more accurate, an uncontrollable variable. I wish I had better parents. I hate the government forcing me to attend school. I hate the fact that people reward stupid people - I've seen people cheating on assignments and getting away with it (at least short-term, never longer-time and I've seen this firsthand with my own experience),  I wish I didn't have to do this in fear or hide it upon someone else coming into the room. I am just going to have to be morally proactive as long as I choose to live in this house if I want to be sane. Remember, choices right now affect choices in the future. I feel as if I have people clearly milking the crap out of my labor, but not teaching me any skills to get back. I just want to be left alone. Keywords: can't keep resisting forever, it will never work, need a place to express my feelings, mending my feelings, changeable,