Ebenezers' Freethinking Notes

  Theme: "Keeping life at all costs " "Everything comes at a price. Everything in your life. The question you have to ask yourself is, what price are you willing to pay?" ~ Paullina Simmons "Avoid negative people at all costs. They are the greatest destroyers of self-confidence and self-esteem" ~ Brian Tracy Negative people=people with bad goals, bad faith "I'll keep peace at all cost, even if I choke to death on my tongue" ~ Paula Deen "Dreams cost nothing. They are free. The hard part is just keeping them going." ~ Sylvester Stallone Theme: Life is forms of  suffering "Life is suffering. Life is not resistance to suffering. The point of life is to suffer. This is why we're here: We're here to suffer. I believe in a higher power that compassionately allows suffering for us as a race, to grow and mature." Theme: Do not settle for less "If you'll not settle for anything less than your best, you will be amaz

 More specifically, following my own moral standards: to be anti-social, but to still desire to stay in society, 

 someone else is controlling my life, I am like a puppet with invisible strings attached to me Keywords: think past deisres, limited by desires, illusion of control, greator good in mind, impulses, morally proactive, actions speak louder than words, 

  "In order to stay in society, everyone requires to adopt a mental illness known as being moral at all costs (identified as a problem - the need for it, as least, human nature is a problem), everyone has a secret life that they want no one to know but it's invariably obvious, however, if brought up, it is punished harshly, this is why no one but what the society consideres mentally retarded pursue such endevours, goals, pursuites" Keywords: Calmness, avoid the need for, avoid using violence, government is force, federal govt. vs. govt., law vs. nature law, science vs. law, 

 I hate human nature so much… so many grey areas and so many uncontrollable aspects of it. See: illusions of control. All of the effective solutions are hard to perform and require being comfortable with socializing I hate the fact that it does not automatically delete my past when I am mentally over things. I hate the way nature works. I hate the way that there are not many solutions I hate the fact that it requires ignorance to be happy. I hate the fact that imperfection exists I hate the fact that this does not come automatically and rather takes effort to do Why do good things always take effort and bad things, take none? I hate the fact that some things are good goals but ineffective plans to achieve said goals. For example, I hate the fact that the death penalty works, I wish it didn’t work. So that we could move onto a more human solution. Jk. It does not work as it’s not a measurable variable. I don’t want to like it, want to want it, want it to be effective. I just want it to

 Preface: I am not sure as to weathor or not I should document this on my personal blog or this blog - my freethinking blog, however, it has to be documemted somewhere and I hate thinking, so here goes. I will now be complaining about human nature, primarily pondering upon the question of why we are able to endure so much pain, immorality, intolerance, violence, wrongnesss, non-sense and yet still live. Nevertheless, why nature does not make sense at times. Why does confuzion exist? Is it a part of curiousity? Keywords: Obstacles, mental health, humanities flaws, human nature, breaking point, robot, programming, human coding, DNA, humanity is flawed, moral perfectionism, perfectly moral, going against the self, hang in there, drugs coping mechanism, understanding human nature, striving for perfection, making sense of confuzion and non-sense, moral self-control,  perfectly imperfect , don't you ever get tired,  tame your feelings , ignoring the problem does not always solve it same

 Can you ever command yourself to feel a particular way like one commands one to do something, for example, "I command you to think this thought." We've all heard the term "use your head not your heart" but what if your heart could be as useful as your head? Using the term irrational fears and phobias, actually is a form of indirectly judging it, and not understanding it. Do not judge anyones' expression of feelings. So how does the need to perform the calculation of judging or outperforming others come from? Why don’t we make rational decisions under pressure? Doing vs Thinking Depression, the Secret We Share You can either judge or understand but not both at once as multitasking is following the quote of chasing two rabits leads to catching none. So just focus on one goal at a time. I ask this question as since I was clearing out some of the contents and removing easy to access nsfw contents from my laptop my feelings lead me to decide that it was a good