Subconscious Longer Term Emotional Effects

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    Here I will detail some subconscious longer-term effects you must be suffering from childhood affecting your learning process, level of trust, goal-setting process.

    I have a theory that spanked people don't develop an interest in intellectual endeavors and rather spend their time attaining a surface level understanding and moving on from there. I can confirm this is true as this describes the entirety of my childhood.

    Most people, and I mean MOST people will go their entire lifetime without knowing what it means to observe, only scientists and humbled people know what it means to achieve that heavenly lifestyle. As a matter of fact most people, more specifically, men, tend to deny the mental health effects a stressful situation has on them, leading them to continue a depreaciating lifestyle, as shown by the incel-like attitudes of most men of shivering when in the presence of skilled women.

From Personal Experiences - Including Childhood and More:

    All of these are the times that my personal physiological needs were threatened in regards to trust and food source.

• Living in my parents house as it was the only know place for good despite it's sub-par emotional conditions. Since the body physiologically prioritizes survival, I didn't have enough time to focus on optimizing my emotional well being by changing certain environmental variables like getting new parents. Moreover, the repetitive nature of not having access to another house or another way out had conditioned me to stay satisfied with sub par living conditions.
• This is what makes reflecting on my childhood hard, as it brings back much trauma and sadness, wishing that I had a better childhood. It is pointless sharing this with normal anti-intellectual people as they simply can't comprehend my goals. It's also pointless sharing with a professional psychologist or a therapist of some sort as they can't get me to change my current situation and are a part of the matrix as well - meaning they secretly want to be middle class and a satisfied loser. My goal is to become a billionaire with all of my needs met, including social isolation. I don't want to have this desire changed.
• Doing laborious work
• The food you eat is a part of daily routine that has longer-term effects

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