I want to have my mind changed

 

When Your Mental Illness Makes You Want to Punish Yourself | The Mighty

Stop blaming mental illness (science.org)

Become aware of what your body is doing: Incredible Things the Human Body Does Every Minute | The Healthy

Lord, change me from the inside out.

Keywords: I want to be punished/penalized, sensitive content, my body won't let me change, seeking therapy, my parents won't let me, thinking past selfishness, thinking past desires, thinking past, needs over wants, wants over needs, changing feelings, attachment to feelings,