Self-Awareness Journey Notes (documenting my thoughts, and practicing freethought), brainstorming thoughts

 Right now, I'm leaning about how the brain works, it's limits and manipulation via ideas verbally and communicating with surroundings.

Fighting, resisting indoctrination

Feel okay if you forget thoughts, you can study experiences later as well.

learning about sociology.

Leaning about those woman that break social norms

Ex. Strong Latinas

Strong black woman whopping their teens

test your limits go beyond what you feel 

Everything is an expression of a feeling.

self-reflect and study own experience to learn more about consideration of information.

https://www.quora.com/q/koxmiepyudnzirvw/Conservatives-are-censored-because-they-make-people-lose-brain-cells-https-www-foxnews-com-us-college-student-talks

We are far-left because we have been raised far-left that's how geniuses come to be not status quo idiots who hit their kids.

I stopped caring about my parents after I knew that I could literally be bombed any minute.

Repubs don't care 

Working out is a form of violence, virtually any manual labor job is.

When identifying thoughts, you are identifying your feelings towards the matter, not anyone else's.

All right-wingers are evil they are systematically evil, so am I, but I am trying to fight it.

Nobody is going to save you, someone could walk into the room you're in right now and shoot you dead. Everything you know is taught via experiences you experienced, unlearn the bad. This is what removed the mental barrier of being scared.

Nothing = no limits = perfection

relationship to the truth to be calm, your feelings are telling you to be calm systematically speaking, if you interpret it properly.

I like to test my limits, no matter where, I like to pursue the unknown. This means you are a scientist, and implying you want to go into this you must be a capitalists cause others must work garbage man jobs for you cause we don't have robots yet.

Evaluate experience accurately, not just evaluating an idea from said experience, cause that's manipulative, it will make you chase it, developing idealistic explicit goals is manipulative.

It's not about the idea, it's about the experience used to derive said idea, that's called the variable.

Ask yourself "what are you even doing?"

Evaluation of experiences is what you can call studying science. Experiencing the limit of the human body when we study nature, we become more aware of reality, and not the corporate world. Studying science is just studying your own limits, studying yourself.

Truth is, you have a bunch of delusional people walking around in life constantly.

No one asks how can I raise a conservative.

Test limits so that you can be confident. It's only as bad as you perceive it to be, as people say it's subjective (but remember, subjectiveness does have limits)

Only you and you only can teach you to love your experience.

When learning about the limits of experience, you are learning about the limits of your perception and senses. Interpretation styles, there's many mindsets for anti-science. Learn about how you interpret things, this is science and science itself, science is how you interpret things, perception, not just knowledge 'out there.'

It only is what you think it is.

How you evaluate 'it' (perfect ideal system) is literally your feelings.

How you evaluate feelings is a confirmation bias.

All limits are just mental, ex morals.

Don't judge directly, take a look at the plan

I've gotten inspired when I saw people breaking stereotypes. I've gotten inspired when they tested the limits of human beings.

The limits are all mental, don't stop, develop and derive goals, be the best one, be the next best one, "if not you, then who."

Truth is, most of the public is dangerous.

Learning quantum physics = be aware of yourself.

Learning just means to interpret in a certain way/style, it means to experience a particular experience, we are limited by experience, we don't even know our limits and are perception of reality is always biased as we always have an attitude.

Do and learn, don't oversimplify though.

Most of the time we just try to understand the idea of what they are trying to say (meaning they are delusional mindset for not thinking scientifically), and only consider the sounds they say, but by considering ideas outside of reality, we are not considering reality, rather adopting the same mindset that they have, this is why we have particulate feelings, we are being manipulated by the ideas, not reality, we need to get back to reality, studying nature.

I vote conservative to study the Phys ops operation on the conservative public.

Good work ethic is actually a bad thing.

Consider situational information (direct information from experience) or consider the plan as a whole (this is called curiosity), as we are a part of the universe, don't be narrow-minded for money, be open-minded to study the universe (the potion that's liberal are city folks who don't serve in the army).

Information (aka data points) have a complex relationship with the senses, limits of experiences we experience.

I am a part of the silent majority.

It's not about the idea, it's about the feeling.

Nothing = no limits = perfection. Is it true that perfection is no limits?

I'm confused, what variables am I supposed to be identifying?

Think of people as robots, as sociology, not as humans then you'll stop supporting conservatism.

Practice freethought, don't be like the elephant stuck on the pole worrying about security. Remove all limits about security, you've been taught those, it's just an illusion. An illusion leaned by repetition.




Moral of the story: Don't be mentally limited, ofc you have human limits, which is time, but don't systematically stop yourself.

If you don't want them to to do so as such, simple, don't let them, understand your experience, which is a part of your thoughts, which is a part of you. Work the system, that's it. be open-minded in times of fear, learn what you need to learn. To be a part of the liberal elite, you must earn it, mentally and physically, best of both worlds. Learn actually (not what you think you learn, what you actually learn, "no one else can feel it for you."), and work the system, that's the limits of the experiences, understand yourself experiences to manipulate people.



You are a part-time phys ops admin.

https://www.11alive.com/article/news/health/coronavirus/georgia-nurse-survives-covid19-battle/85-37c7b703-fe2f-41d3-b62f-f4a6ee2a838d.

Human limits thoughts, your thoughts are limited my mental mental limited by senses experiences.

Right libertarians are known for being physcopaths, manipulate people

https://www.quora.com/Are-psychopaths-more-likely-to-politically-be-libertarians

^ right-libertarians use people, they understand the necessary evils and not mentally bound by so called moral mindset, aka an anti-science mindset.

Chomsky is a LIBERTARIAN socialist - he is a creative genius.

https://chomsky.info/20140215_2/

https://archive.is/wip/M2z1f

https://www.iflscience.com/brain/rebellious-psychopaths-may-also-be-creative-geniuses/

https://www.livescience.com/20713-genius-madness-connected.html

evaluating criticizing my life experiences via my blog - I do this to self-reflect, to understand my experience and to see what I can change/manipulate.

Learn from history, is the same thing as learning from science experiment

Manipulating other people is the same ting as manipulating parts of your own experience.

Know how to manipulate yourself, your feelings are your perception in surroundings, know what to consider and what to throw out. This is how you can be a physcopath. Like the beloved Trump is.


Emotions are limits - human limits. In order to stay calm about this, you must understand the variables being categorized, in order to do this, you must know what information to look for, your surroundings are the limits. 

When you describe me, you are describing yourself because I am a part of you and your experiences, and as by this specific time, I shape your experiences.

Open-minded person: I am a part of this world, nature

Closed-minded person: "Ew, I don't like that dress you're wearing" Or, my favorite:


Money-driven, not curiosity driven.

Ask yourself, how did you get here? And have time to answer that, don't keep living off of a broken foot, go and get a refund!

Treat others the way you want to be treated because, chances are, they are they work the same way you do.

Know that you don't have to explicitly say it in order to get the point across, it's called forms of communication, evaluating like a phycologist would. Actions speak louder than worlds.

This is conservativisms hidden agenda.


Funny how you don't see how "JOB WANTED" signs for scientists? Because we scientists don't fall for that, only gullible conservatives do. Conservatives need to apply the golden rule.

The right wing pulls off the liberal indoctrination tactic when they need more gullible idiots and by listening to them you prove to be a gullible idiot.

It's not illegal to be a leftist in the U.S. which most right-wingers cannot fathom.

The only thing you learn with other people is how to be compliant with other people, variables of surroundings, be delusional in a sense, unless mindset is to be a physcopath is practiced.

Interpret how to interpret. This is called studying science.

High emotional attachment because it "means a lot to you" implies that it's a mental limit, like money is to most people.

Goal: to understand sociology and the flaws of other people. Because I'm only free this once time in my life and don't want to have a doo'ers bias. Think of this as an opportunity to become a scientist.

To reverse indoctrination: ask yourself how did you get here, self-reflect, no one will teach you this because they don't want you to overthrow them.

Test limits, so that you can understand it completely.

Evaluate and criticize their thought process (don't let them systematically act like bullies), don't be indoctrinated to adopt it.

Learn about human nature's limits and manipulate yourself accordingly. Take time to evaluate it, don't rush it like most normal people do. You don't want to end up mentally busted and physically weak and in the depths of alt-right wing echo chambers do you?

Don't learn the wrong things.

learning just means interpreting. you can learn new ways to interpret things, which we are constantly practicing - this is synonymous with "living."

This is an example of communicating with yourself (aka intrapersonal communication) as surroundings are a part of you:

https://www.quora.com/How-come-I-chased-a-man-half-around-the-store-to-give-him-back-20-dollars-that-fell-out-of-his-coat-and-he-lacked-the-empathy-to-even-say-thank-you

Forget capitalism, this logic is why:

With good comes the bad, with every action there is an opposite and equal reaction, don't individually judge, collectively judge like nature is, don't be narrow minded,(individually judge and opinioned) rather care to understand nature as a whole (open-minded).

https://www.quora.com/What-are-the-signs-that-a-restaurant-is-actually-a-mafia-front/answer/Jay-Valenci

They yell freedom, looks can be deceiving, you are being bombarded by Nazi propaganda, these Americans use you for labor. They want to protect you form mental liberation.

All feelings are learned, unlearn the bad ones.

Golden Rule assumes that people work the same way you do, learn more about yourself when you see new things. This is another advantage of being open-minded. If you don't understand how other people work, that implies that you don't understand how you yourself work.

Know how insignificant and small your school life is compared to the rest of life's variables. Don't cry over such a small event experienced and applied direct thought process evaluation towards.

Constantly ask yourself "how do you feel" - this is called practicing self-reflection, we must practice this as you constantly get fear-mongered to follow "morals" everyday.

Morals are idealistic as it requires one not to understand the real reason for doing so as such.

You have been taught to feel bad to it, not unlearn it you mentally lazy prick!

Communication with surroundings is a constant it doesn't need to be emphasized or harmed.

Learn about inspiring people and try ty to be like them (yes, it is a flawed thought process, but this is what I need to keep me energized as this is how my human being limits work): https://www.quora.com/How-do-high-IQ-people-eat

Learn about the content of said variable, don't be scared straight (which is a conservative-endorsed channel) into doing it as such, this is called direct interpretation fear-mongering manipulation.

After studying lifestyles, I came to the mental conclusion that nobody will help you because they are limited with the mental limit of "having struggles of their own." Know what variables to look for and it's limits.

Goal set (from above paragraph): You sympathize and think what they think, feel what they feel, experience what they experience.

Categorize the mental thought processes perceptions practiced.

You know what? I'll just do them right here (transfer to the other page?):

How variables are assigned, how we are "programmed."

  • "Artificially" Imposed Mental limits
    • Example: Morals, Laws, Regulations, deemed as interpreted.
  • Human nature limits, thought process limits
    • Example: We are born with this, we are born as "immoral" scientists.
  • Actually forget this, I already have the variables and formula
  • What kind of experience does holding this thought require? Observe their behavior.

I am a conclusion of all of the events I've experienced.

Only the people that go thru the phycological warfare deserve the title "elite"

Self-reflect and learn from the content of said variable. Take the time to understand the behavior of human beings. Stop being on religion. Stop being on drugs, yes, it's the same logic.

S**ings should not be individually judging, they should be collectively judged as a society, there are still people that kill themselves as a result of this, indirectly systematically speaking.

life is short, plan out life; Live fast, die young

A scientist takes time studying experience, an average joe oversimplifies (which is the same logic as a lie, to me; This is why average joe's are anti-science mindsett'd in the name of freedom) and doesn't take time to study said their experience, remember it's your experience.

This is an example of the quote above:


In order to explain something just critique your own thought process/experience, these are interchangeable words as experience and thought process virtually means the same thing.

Stereotypes of derived from oversimplification of public interaction.

Observe thought process.

How is this measured? how do you think? how do you live? answer to these questions: practice freethought, mediation, self-reflection.

Texas is the home to the most scientists produced, presumable because they are also the largest state:

https://www.nsf.gov/statistics/infbrief/nsf13330/

Goal: Identify (meaning create) dream g.

Goal: If you really understand it, explicitly "create" a guide on how you got here to help others. Other gurus have done this, you do the same, except not for money, rather passion

Understand experiences' behavior, not just cherry-picking facts being mentally lazy.

Think like a computer robot, be like a God.

Thinking styles is like a blade, study how you interpret your thoughts, don't be idealistic, 

learn yourself, being a scientist isn't taught by anyone else but you, involving other people means actually leaning conformity and "social skills" which in turn dumbers it down.

Nothing is human nature, human nature is a part of nature, we are yet to realize it.

Level of interpretation is related to the parts of the brain that is being used.

How I feel right now, yet still calm because I understand my thought process:


What are you even learning? Why are you constantly living? Nothingness is perfection.

Know that someone else will become a garbage truck driver.

Conservatives are like this, they'd defend people's right to be stupid:


Someone has to do the dirty work, this is what turned me into a conservative, temporarily:

Work 'together' as a society but narrow-minded to work.

We market to the masses in the name of our freedom. This is why we are able to attract gullible people are are learned not to be fit to be scientists. It's called sociology, be aware of reality, the hidden complexity.

Once you are 'over it' and a part of the elites, you must want to manipulate people for fun, sometimes you're own followers, this is why I am a right libertarian 'conservative.'

head, money where mouth is.

I love manipulating the masses via the variable of money

your perception of yourself (which is nature) (aka bias, limit of human nature) revolves around your experiences, which is your body, which is your eyes, nose, ears, legs, etc. These are the variables

Motto: Unlearn the bad, learn the good

Reality is that we move too fast to keep being aware of facts, this is why I self-reflect.

To understand why other feel the way they feel, first you must understand why you feel the way you feel.

Remember you're only systematically following a thought code solely because they'll keep you safe, if you don't they won't, most presumably.

Thinking variables logic style

Thinking is a form of art. Thinking isn't just thoughts, it's a lifestyle.


You have practiced being delusional in the form of following mental limits, morals. This is why I want to unlearn them in peace. This is why these 'alone' quotes are true.

"Once you've been alone for a while, you'll never want to come back" etc etc

In order to understand another persons' feelings, you must first understand what it would take for you yourself to get [insert emotion here].

I love this: https://archive.is/OpbaN#selection-189.0-189.18; It makes me feel proud.

You are yourself:

When I get angry I am like a robot still aware:

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